"Hands Clean"

March 7th, 2003, 8:05 PM by Goddess

Found myself missing him today.

If it weren’t for your maturity none of this would have happened

If you weren’t so wise beyond your years I would’ve been able to control myself

If it weren’t for my attention you wouldn’t have been successful and

If it weren’t for me you would never have amounted to very much

Ooh this could be messy

But you don’t seem to mind

Ooh don’t go telling everybody

And overlook this supposed crime

We’ll fast forward to a few years later

And no one knows except the both of us

And I have honored your request for silence

And you’ve washed your hands clean of this

You’re essentially an employee and I like you having to depend on me

You’re kind of my protege and one day you’ll say you learned all you know from me

I know you depend on me like a young thing would to a guardian

I know you sexualize me like a young thing would and I think I like it

Ooh this could get messy

But you don’t seem to mind

Ooh don’t go telling everybody

And overlook this supposed crime

We’ll fast forward to a few years later

And no one knows except the both of us

And I have honored your request for silence

And you’ve washed your hands clean of this

what part of our history’s reinvented and under rug swept?

what part of your memory is selective and tends to forget?

what with this distance it seems so obvious?

Just make sure you don’t tell on me especially to members of your family

We best keep this to ourselves and not tell any members of our inner posse

I wish I could tell the world cuz you’re such a pretty thing when you’re done up properly

I might want to marry you one day if you watch that weight and keep your firm body

Ooh this could be messy and

Ooh I don’t seem to mind

Ooh don’t go telling everybody

And overlook this supposed crime



< Panic attack >

March 7th, 2003, 6:28 PM by Goddess

We’re about to go to war, and I’m about to hop a plane to go across the country. Here’s to hoping that no turban-types are going to try to hijack planes again. < / panic attack >

Too bad I’ll be chained to the Anaheim convention center all day and won’t be doing anything touristy. 🙁



Friday Five

March 7th, 2003, 9:32 AM by Goddess

1. What was the last song you heard?

Matchbox Twenty, “Bed of Lies”

2. What were the last two movies you saw?

In theaters: “How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days,” “Daredevil”

At home: “Unfaithful” and “Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood”

3. What were the last three things you purchased?

A pack of cigarettes, some Arizona iced tea, and a sandwich at Subway

4. What four things do you need to do this weekend?

Hug the cat, turn on the oven, seal the exits and light a match. …

5. Who are the last five people you talked to?

My Hero (former boss), CR (former colleague/muse), Susan, my mom, Shan.



Friday!

March 7th, 2003, 8:18 AM by Goddess

This makes me need to change my underwear. …