That’d be “clusterfuck,” on the off-chance that you had a good day and can’t fathom a day like I had!
Maddie’s been gone for a month now, so I expect that’s why today has done nothing but SUCK.
Chaos reigned before I even left the house. You think you’d think of all the details, but nope, not so much. Let’s say I dropped a very small ball but another ball got not just dropped, but bounced out the window, and even though all was well in the end, there was a very tense hour that sort of set the tone for the day.
A few other dominoes fell over, but I surprised myself at saying, well, dem’s the brakes. No situation was ideal today, but I have too much to do and not enough time in which to do it all, so I will sleep well (actually, it’s too quiet here to sleep) knowing that I did everything I could.
What I wouldn’t give to have my Maddie curled up in my lap right now, purring loudly and lovingly, and taking all the pain away as only she knew how.
Just not the same here without you, puss. …