Dissonance.
Reality has smacked me in the head with a two-by-four. Here I am. There I was. I don’t know … I’m just feeling rather bitchy today. I don’t feel like being nice at all right now. I find myself looking for the Apple + Undo function, like maybe I could reverse things … not that the reverse would be better, but I’m just kinda over the everything-new thing right now.