Drama.
What am I getting myself into? And what is my motivation? Is this going to be the best or the worst move I’ve ever made?
I’m talking about tomorrow night. Oh, wow. I guess I agreed to a night out. I’m probably going to end up hurting him, I just know it.
In an odd way, I am kinda looking forward to it. It’s been awhile since I’ve been on an outing with a man who is truly interested in Dawn.
I realize that I fight against the very thing for which I yearn. Perhaps it’s time to stop fighting and just let things happen, instead of always trying to make things materialize where they are not meant to exist. Maybe the reasons eventually cease to matter; instead, the end product is the only thing that counts.
Mom will be so proud. 😉