Dreaming out loud again
I feel fucking amazing today. I truly believe 2004 is going to be “my year.” I always have better luck in even-numbered years anyway, but this time, I just got that warm and fuzzy feeling that all will turn out well.
What’s changed? Nothing. That’s the amazing part. I just finally said out loud what I’ve always believed — that I am just as deserving of happiness as anyone else.
That, and I seem to have developed a crush on someone. Shit. But it’s so much fun in the early stages (you know, before reality bites you in the ass). So let me keep dreaming a little — I’m much more pleasant when I’m happy!!!