Fear
Even though I blather in this space about the New Job, I haven’t told all that many people about it.
I explained to some friends the other night that it’s my equivalent of a pregnancy. I am excited but I also do not want to jinx it. I do not want to find myself in the position of having to explain where it went should it happen to not work out.
So for now my social media status is still freelance. And I kind of like not having too many people know where to find me, you know? All anyone needs to know is that I will be OK.
I just wonder what it will take to make me feel secure. Probably a favorable annual review. Or a decade anniversary. 😉 Good thing I do not have a kid — I’d probably introduce it to the world when it turns 33!