‘Dawn, this is your one and only life’
I’ve had the blog closed down for internal repairs. On me, not the blog.
Decided to reopen it today to write about a dream I had last night. So far I’ve written two posts and no mention of what danced through my mind at 4:03 a.m.
Now I barely remember what I wanted to take away from today!
I do know I was visiting with my old college adviser.
She always talks on FB about her favorite students. I’m never one of them.
Which, I was kind of an asshole at 19. So, no wonder.
In the dream, though, I gave her the kudos I felt she deserved. That her guidance was more valuable than any I received in 4.5 years of school. Which is 100% true.
In the dream she said you never showed me you cared what I said to you from ages 18 to 23. But if you could do me the favor now, listen up.
She showed me a pic of a male friend of mine and said he thinks and speaks so highly of you. Don’t write him off. You’ve done enough idiotic things, but this one I can stop you from doing.
I last spoke to this person about two months ago.
And somewhere between then and now, I decided not to reach back out.
Not for lack of wanting.
Like “Dawn” sings in the “Waitress” musical, “What if I give him my heart and he gives it back?”
Anyway I thought that was very interesting.
Not saying I’ll do anything about my mentor’s dreamy advice.
Just keeping an open heart and mind, now, rather than leaving that budding thought nipped.