Caterwauling

OK, OK, I’m getting your pokes that I haven’t blogged in a while. Thank you. 🙂 I’m glad to know that if anything happened to me, I’d have people looking for me.

Anyway, I’ve been presented with a sort of bombshell that feels a lot like my worst nightmare, but that maybe my wildest dreams could be contained within it.

Hrm. I don’t know.

I can’t really explain it at this juncture. I do know that I really wanted a tequila shot this morning and had to settle for espresso, so maybe I will have to allow myself a little somethin’-somethin’ after work tonight.

I guess what I can say with some level of confidence is that when you’re doing something to change things for the better, other changes are destined to follow suit.

As you become a different person, maybe you outgrow everything around you. Maybe the universe notices and says, “OK, you’ve shown you can tackle (and even conquer) everything that’s been placed before you. Now it’s time to REALLY see what you’re made of.”

I’ve elected to stop wondering whether the changes are good or bad. Since, really, all I can do is make the best out of them.

I am asking folks, though, about the choice I made back when I had the chance … whether it was the right one or whether I shot myself in the foot. And I am being reassured that it’s all good and maybe better.

We’ll see.

Let’s face it, life gets cataclysmic sometimes. One may even proclaim that Life is Crap. But one wonders whether, through all the strangeness and suckitude, the good guys really will come out on top and get everything they dreamed of and so much more. Or, whether I should just go buy a T-shirt from that site now and accept the inevitable. …

Oh well. Lost another 2 pounds, so really, how can anything this week truly be bad?

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